Remember what it feels like.All of those times in school when you see him standing down the hall,and you cannot breathe until you’re with him. Or those times in class when you can’t stop looking at the clock because you know that he’s standing out there waiting for you.
I can’t make you wait for me, I’m not going to do that.
You don’t have to.
#this is the gifset i was both waiting for and dreading #this is the gifset i saw in my mind the moment that sword went through allison #this is the gifset i knew i’d cry at when i saw #because scott believed it and we did too #we all believed it #even if it wasn’t our ship or even if we liked other ships for both of them #we all believed in scott and allison #we all believed in fate #and now it’s hard to say #was it fate that this how it should end #or is it all just a tragic horrible accident #i’m not sure what’s more upsetting #one great love saw its final chapter through tonight #and i’m literally left shaking in the wake of it #wiping my tears and shaking my head and saying #not like this not like this not like this #you both should have lived forever and ever #broken up a few more times dated a bunch more times #eventually settled down and had kids with beautiful brown eyes and dimples and hair that wouldn’t behave #melissa and chris would bicker over who got to babysit for your date nights #allison you were gonna teach scott how to shoot a bow #scott you wanted to take allison to prom #you were gonna have a wedding at sunse t#and dance under the stars as they appeared #allison barefoot with scott’s tux jacket draped over her shoulders #you were gonna be happy forever and ever #you were you were you were #and now you won’t (breenwolf)
I did a lot of research on how she would be actually dying in this circumstance, so I had to bear that in mind. So, as she was dying and she had her last breath, I was saying my lines and I kept saying, “I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.” And I remember one of the producers came over and said, “Please don’t say that because she loves Isaac.” [But] I do feel like Allison still loves Scott. And I think in that moment, she said she loves him because that’s still there. So it was hard for me to hold back those feelings because as an actor, I feel like that’s still there. So I don’t know how it’s going to turn out, but it was interesting for me as an actor because I so strongly felt the urge to say it to him even though she wasn’t supposed to. So that was interesting.
(I’m sorry I can’t hear you over the fact that SHE made the decision. That she got to decide who she loved in the end, not the writers.)
#how this is just the first episode and you get this tiny blonde teenage girl #that tells you how she was raped in the first half of the episode #and how her best friend got murdered #and how her alcoholic mom left her after her dad fucked up in a case #against the most powerful family in town #and then she goes and does this #stands up to the leader of a renowned motorcycle gang #in order to defend this kid that was wronged in front of the entire school #AND YOU’RE LIKE #YEAH MAN #THIS SHOW #YES